Not now , Not Ever

This has been my life; I found it worth living.

Valarie Soh

I hold it true, whate'er befall;
I feel it, when I sorrow most;
'Tis better to have loved and lost
Than never to have loved at all.
Keptinthedark. In a blink, after weeks of spring cleaning, tidy up, re-arrange,configuration & re-painting etc. Is the 3rd day of CNY and im back to work +.+ ! $$$$ By looking at the amount you receive this yr compared to the past few years, Did you notice there is a downturn in angpao ? friends agreed it too before i affirming it now =D Is this the post syndrome of economic crisis ? As usual, gambling for the past 2 days on a winning struck. Tks for lady luck smiling on me ! Well, it was mainly for “CNY” leisure. On the other hand, dearest gotten his fingers burnt ): hopefully & importantly he limits himself at the end of the day and i shall give him a peck on his cheeks. Say “NO” to steamboat, have been stuffing myself with steamboat at different visiting place for CNY. Today’s lunch will be steamboat again ! im gonna have a power nap instead. Last night, steamboat was a little special thou, ben’s mom cooked ala-carte chicken rice, sharkfin’s soup for dinner to go with! it was so delicious yum yum =D afterall, he has been a good host being very hospitable thru out the whole night ! Speaking of which, CNY’s friends gathering over at my place this SATURDAY ! it will be steamboat AGAIN for dinner but a little add on will be BBQ for da night too =D Welcome in ~ Lastly Gong Xi Fa Cai !!

Keptinthedark.

In a blink, after weeks of spring cleaning, tidy up, re-arrange,configuration & re-painting etc.

Is the 3rd day of CNY and im back to work +.+ ! $$$$ By looking at the amount you receive this yr compared to the past few years, Did you notice there is a downturn in angpao ? friends agreed it too before i affirming it now =D Is this the post syndrome of economic crisis ?

As usual, gambling for the past 2 days on a winning struck. Tks for lady luck smiling on me ! Well, it was mainly for “CNY” leisure. On the other hand, dearest gotten his fingers burnt ): hopefully & importantly he limits himself at the end of the day and i shall give him a peck on his cheeks.

Say “NO” to steamboat, have been stuffing myself with steamboat at different visiting place for CNY. Today’s lunch will be steamboat again ! im gonna have a power nap instead. Last night, steamboat was a little special thou, ben’s mom cooked ala-carte chicken rice, sharkfin’s soup for dinner to go with! it was so delicious yum yum =D afterall, he has been a good host being very hospitable thru out the whole night !

Speaking of which, CNY’s friends gathering over at my place this SATURDAY ! it will be steamboat AGAIN for dinner but a little add on will be BBQ for da night too =D Welcome in ~

Lastly Gong Xi Fa Cai !!

(via robot-heart)

ABETTERCHANGE

I made a choice and put a full stop to my current job. well who doesn’t change for the better ? this job has been stagnant throughout past few months already.
after much pin pointing & heated arguments I surrender it all !
partly was my fault as I did not met up w their expectation, they are always pinning high hopes on me whenever I can’t deliver as much as they want me too & they will start to find faults at me.

as a benefit for both parties, I shall leave for good.

wish me luck & best of all (:

Painting works will be commencing early next week. gosh ! Whole house will be smell of Nippon Paints. #hatethesmell I choose red & grey for my room. Red will be on the featured wall ! Have been doing some research here & there to re-do my whole room, making it more cosy and spacious (: i’ve learnt that it’s not an easy task for interior designing ! Home last night w/o you makes me feel something amiss. After a thought, i shall leave it aside. Hoping that one day that its only ME. NUDGE. Flunk my last paper and the supp paper will be on 4 Feb 2012. Last Chance to leave that school. Gonna mug real soon ! CIAOS!

Painting works will be commencing early next week. gosh ! Whole house will be smell of Nippon Paints. #hatethesmell

I choose red & grey for my room. Red will be on the featured wall ! Have been doing some research here & there to re-do my whole room, making it more cosy and spacious (: i’ve learnt that it’s not an easy task for interior designing !

Home last night w/o you makes me feel something amiss. After a thought, i shall leave it aside. Hoping that one day that its only ME.

NUDGE. Flunk my last paper and the supp paper will be on 4 Feb 2012. Last Chance to leave that school. Gonna mug real soon !

CIAOS!

(via homedesigning)

what is holding us back ?

what is holding us back ?

(Source: wbsloan)

mark it, before its too late ;

Work has been real mundane, i dont think i can even focus right now but still career comes first for now. i got to really sit down and have a talk with daddy soh, he’s always pinning high hopes on me but each and everytime im failing him unknowingly! ITSOFREAKINGSTRESSEDTORUNACOMPANY. To them, its lucky to have someone building up a career footpath for you. But to me, its like carrying a whole load of burden on my shoulder ): ihaterisks ! Since young, dad is always stricter than mom. For instance he who does not pamper , teach us not to take things for granted , be responsible, learn it from the hardest way. How sad it is ): Speaking of which, to be honest im afraid of him since young. HAHA !

Next, Family is the closer kins of all. No matter how dark your world is they somehow will lid it up for you. Family bonding is very impt in each household, dad is always busy with his work and most of times we do it w/o him. how sad ! but sometimes we’ll try to compromise his time w ours (: BEAFAMILYPERSON. ESP CNY is drawing near the corner ! YES IMHAPPY (: When i was young, CNY is always a joyous occasion when i can receive HONGBAOS $$$$ but now its not about the HONGBAOS. Its about bonding with families whom always seeing them once per year ? CNY became a spending occassion now , its not because i need to give HB its because the upkeep and maintenace we girls spent to churn out and get ourself ready fo CNY *grins*

Last, YOU are the one im gonna cherish. How harsh the world gonna be like , im gonna be harsher to it w grace =D

Dear friend,

Your words are hurting & e truth is ugly

but seems that i don even want to bother about all these, its so unlike of me.

Goodbye my dear friend.